A lift in the weather: a clemency
I cling to like the legend
of myself: self-exiled,
of evenings like this,
eighty degrees and half a world away.
All night, the industry
of erasure, effacement,
our one mouth
working itself dry.
But even a god can’t stop the light
that finds us, annealed,
fruitless, two strangers
broken on the field of day.
In the window-box,
the narcissi come up blind.
Straight on through the rifled dark,
the headlights film the road:
light pools ahead as the land dips –
the skid and slur of sodium
hangs, traced in the eyes,
as the road reels in to the sound
of sirens, crowding the night.
The cars in front are slowing down.
At the very edge of the train’s torrent,
its horizontal through-fall, you can feel it
clearing the platform’s length like a piston
of grey and grey and grey,
pushing air in front of it,
pulling it behind; gone
leaving less than nothing, just that faint
into its pocket of loss.