The nightmare is that last straight into the camera –
 Dice among dice, jounced in a jouncing cup.
 Never any nearer, bouncing in a huddle, on the spot.
 Struggling all together, glued in a clot.
 The first dead cert I ever backed was Word
 From The Owner’s Mouth. Week before
 There was my jockey – ‘a day in the life of’ –
 Starred in Picture Post. Who? Somewhere
 In the nineteen forty seven
 Strata of the British Museum.
 He’s gone. He went
 Even as I watched. And the horse’s name?
 Gone with my money. It cartwheeled
 Smack in front of me, over the first fence.
 Left its jockey flat – killed – and galloped on
 Long after the finish, in a drugged trance –
 (Doncaster). One can’t bear to be groomed:
 Arcs into shudders, chewing at a scream.
 One rolls on the ground and flings hammers
 Refusing to cross a stream,
 Ending up shot. The stables – asylums –
 Of these blue-blooded insane
 Prefer the introverts. Here’s one. A razor-faced
 Big-eyed schizophrene.
 Every known musical instrument,
 The whole ensemble, packed
 Into a top-heavy twangling half-ton
 On the stilts of an insect.
 They’re all dangerous to touch. It nearly takes off –
 Just stays. Like a flying-saucer’s
 Anti-gravity coil magnet, still space-radio-active,
 Salvaged from the crash. It scares
 Even itself. We stand, nervous. Metaphors
 Fail the field of force.
 Jokey disparagements
 The torque of vertigo. ‘A dark horse.’
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