Politesse
 A memory kissed my mind
   and its courtesy hurt me
 On an ancient immaculate lawn
   in an English county
 you declared love, but from politesse
   didn’t inform me
 that the fine hairs shadowing my lip
   were a charge against me.
 Your hair was gods’ gold, curled,
   and your cricketer’s body
 tanned – as mine never would tan –
   when we conquered Italy
 in an Austin 10 convertible,
   nineteen thirty;
 I remember its frangible spokes
   and the way you taught me
 to pluck my unsightly moustache
   with a tool you bought me.
 I bought us a sapphire, flawed,
   (though you did repay me)
 from a thief on the Ponte Vecchio.
   Good breeding made me
 share the new tent with Aileen
   while you and Hartley,
 in the leaky, unpatchable other,
   were dampened nightly.
 If I weren’t virgo intacta,
   you told me sternly,
 you’d take me like a cat in heat
   and never respect me.
 That was something I thought about
   constantly, deeply,
 in the summer of ’54, when I
   fell completely
 for a Milanese I only met once
   while tangoing, tipsy,
 on an outdoor moon-lit dance-floor.
   I swear you lost me
 when he laid light fingers on my lips
   and then, cat-like, kissed me.
A Nightmare for Henry Adams
To Lauris Edmond
 Thank you for your postcard from Köln.
 It catches the dictatorship of the Cathedral
 in the act of rocketing two Gothic crosses
 out of reach of the 20th century’s universal
 post-war mural: ‘The Dynamo celebrates success
 in its putsch against the Virgin.’
 What’s that in the foreground, please?
 A billowy graveyard, or the polystyrene scenery
 someone very well-paid has devised
 for the Götterdämmerung?
 Those sleek cruisers lashed to the Rhein are hardly
 funeral barges; probably they’re for eating on.
 Is the chimney, centre right, an import from Toronto?
 A competitive spire, slim phoenix of the age,
 it rises, wreathed in communications, out of
 Deutschland’s reconstructed ashes.
 The sky at dusk is a heavenly Virgin blue.
 The hot tip gets lost in it, pulsing ‘love, love’.
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