My Heroin Christmas
Terry Castle: Art Pepper and Me, 18 December 2003
“... early 1970s, when everyone else was dropping acid, I refrained – mainly out of fear that I would be the inevitable freak with no friends who would end up curled up for life in a psychotic ball, or else spattered in ribbony pieces, having flung myself through a plate-glass window. I also wanted to get perfect grades. No: the major dissipations this holiday ... ”