Watching Me Watching Them Watching You

Andrew O’Hagan

I spent the first of my teenage years living in the grounds of an approved school, a place that faced onto a ruined castle said to have given a night’s shelter to Mary Queen of Scots. The escaping Queen was never there at all, but people preferred to think she had never left: every castle in Scotland seeks to have its part in Mary’s story, and her eyes were felt to burn through the night from a high window. Looking at the ruins, I always hoped that Mary would just speak some of her great last words from the darkness; I believed she was there and that something of us all was there in those eyes of hers that seemed to make a ritual of watching.

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[1] Some still claim the boys never saw the video. That is wrong: there was a copy in Venables’s house, and they knew it frame by frame.

[2] A strange collective guilt has now attached itself to the use of such film. People with images of the jumpers were rebuffed by the families, most of whom, according to a recent piece by Tom Junod in American Esquire, were unwilling to accept that their loved one could have chosen to jump from the towers. 11 September strained the taste for reality to the maximum: there is a tendency to prefer the notion that the buildings were a tomb from the moment the planes hit them. Pictures showing people waving their shirts from the upper windows were pulled from all bulletins, and a man called Pavel Hlava, who filmed both planes hitting the towers, is suing the cable station New York One – part of AOL Time Warner – for using the videotape without his approval. Michael Cohen, Hlava’s boss, who gave the tape to the television station, said he was against Hlava receiving what he considered to be ‘blood money’ for the footage.

[3] From CCTV, edited by Martin Gill (Perpetuity, 168 pp., £35, July, 1 899287 71 x).

[4] A fabulous irony attaches itself to reports of the surveillance society proposed by John Ashcroft. The nation with the biggest spectacles and most powerful hearing-aid in history, with an ability to see round corners and observe from outer space, simply can’t find what it said it would find in Iraq.